{"article":{"id":1873,"title":"Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines","slug":"jina-talang-ex-catholic-philippines","word":"\/uploads\/articles\/Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines.docx","pdf":"\/uploads\/articles\/Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines.pdf","mime_type":null,"type":"node","path":"\/nodes\/view\/type:article\/slug:jina-talang-ex-catholic-philippines","hint":"","body":"<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span>Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines<\/span><\/h1>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<img style=\"display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;\" src=\"https:\/\/encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com\/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSzDwWL5D0cbdtv2ZZmu2MMogKm1VmyPFxlfK-vpuoxdTGGfA0U\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Introduction<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Revealing to you my story is not that easy for me to do.&nbsp; Because, it hurts me so much to recall my past life.&nbsp; But having Allah in my life, gave me courage to do it.&nbsp; To begin &hellip;&hellip;&hellip;&hellip;&hellip;&hellip;&hellip;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">All Praise is due to Allah, the Lord of all Words, the Most Merciful, the Beneficent, and the Master of the Day of Judgment.&nbsp; Peace and blessings be upon Muhammad, the masters of all prophets and messengers, and on his family, companions all and whoever follows his path till the Day of Resurrection.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Where I am from?<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">In a small town in Philippines, Rizal, Cagayan.&nbsp; I was raised by a parents of different religion.&nbsp; My father was a &ldquo;Roman Catholic&rdquo;, while my mother was a &ldquo;Protestant&rdquo;.&nbsp; As for me, I prefer my father&rsquo;s religion.&nbsp; But I&rsquo;d never been that religious, because there&rsquo;s a lot of question in my mind such as:<\/span><\/p>\r\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Why do I have to confess to a priest and let him be the one to ask &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; for God&rsquo;s forgiveness of whatever I&rsquo;d done wrong?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Why do I need to pray to saints and not direct to God?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Where is God? Does he exists like human?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Was Jesus really the son of God?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Why is there a lot of bible version?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<li><span style=\"font-size: large;\">What is possibly waiting for me after death?<\/span><\/li>\r\n<\/ul>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">For such a longtime, I felt like that I was just wasting my time.&nbsp; I wanted to know the truth and what is the right way of life ( a life with God loving presence).<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">When I was twelve years old, my father was arrested and accused of killing his uncle (my grandfather&rsquo;s brother) because of their ancestral ownership.&nbsp; As far as I know my father, I know he didn&rsquo;t do it.&nbsp; They simply don&rsquo;t want my father to inherit anything from their wealth.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Because we can&rsquo;t afford to pay for an attorney, my father was convicted seven years imprisonment.&nbsp; And because he behaved well in jail, they released him after five years of imprisonment.&nbsp; During his years in jail, raising us became a burden to my mother.&nbsp; Luckily, we had good people around us (my mater uncle and my aunt) who very supportive to us.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">By the way, we were five siblings (4 girls and a boy) and I am the third among them.&nbsp; But due to money shortage I only finished high school (grade ten).&nbsp; After I graduated, my uncle (father&rsquo;s brother) brought me to Manila to find a job.&nbsp; By God&rsquo;s favor, I quickly find a job in a bookshop.&nbsp; Part of my earnings, I sent it to my mother.&nbsp; A year and half later, one of my friends encouraged me to work abroad.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A week after, she introduce me to the agency.&nbsp; They told me to submit my credentials.&nbsp; So, I gathered all the documents they required me of.&nbsp; After a month, they informed me that I needed to take a medical examination.&nbsp; By God&rsquo;s love and mercy, I passed the examination.&nbsp; And in two weeks time I departed to Kuwait.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I heartedly thank God for having an employer who was kind and considerate.&nbsp; Three years later, I ask for an increase salary.&nbsp; But my madam said that she coudn&rsquo;t afford it.&nbsp; So, I asked them to give me release so that I cant find work outside.&nbsp; Luckily, they not deprive me of their favor.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I then found a work at a billiard hall somewhere in Khaitan.&nbsp; And there I met an Indonesian believer of Allah (swt).&nbsp; She had a very strong faith (IMAN).&nbsp; Her way of belief made me like reading books about Islam.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">How am I (in times of my Ignorance of Islam)?<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I never thought that Islam was a religion worth studying.&nbsp; Most of my friends were Christians.&nbsp; We use to go together and pray in the church.&nbsp; In vain and in my heart, I felt nothing but the absence of God.&nbsp; I realize that I&rsquo;m totally &ldquo;lost&rdquo; which made me more desperate finding my way to the right path.&nbsp; So, I bought myself a &ldquo;Tagalog&rdquo; translation of the Qur&rsquo;an, but I couldn&rsquo;t go on reading more than two pages of it.&nbsp; So I decided to keep it aside and buy more books and pamphlets about Islam.&nbsp; But I came to a point that I gave up understanding it alone, so; I decided to go to IPC (Islam Presentation Committee) in Rawda - Kuwait.&nbsp; They all (the sisters) welcomed me warmly.&nbsp; It was my first encounter with a group of believing women in Islam.&nbsp; By my surprise, I feel like a total stranger to them.&nbsp; It was then I started to attend Islamic classes.&nbsp; Every minute of the lecture and every pages of the book seemed like a revelation to me.&nbsp; It gave me a great spiritual satisfaction which I never felt before, but still I hadn&rsquo;t decided embracing Islam.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">When did I embraced Islam?<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">On June 6, 2004, I decided to embraced Islam.&nbsp; I did perform my testimony of faith (Shahadah) in court.&nbsp; It was a real great experience for me.&nbsp; Every single Muslim at the court, embraced me with both hands tightly.&nbsp; I knew then that I was guided to the right path.&nbsp; And I had made best decision in life.&nbsp; After two years of embracing Islam, I went back to Philippines, to attend my sisters wedding.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">How was I (when I became a Muslim)?<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Being far from any other Muslims, living in that place (where I&rsquo;ve grown up) was a big trial for me.&nbsp; I had to control my desire of wearing my clothes before such as mini-skirts and half sleeves blouses.&nbsp; As Allah (swt) forbid us (Muslims) to disclose the beauty of our body except for our husband (at home particularly) without the presence of anyone whom can be a &ldquo;Mahram&rdquo; to you (us women).<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">In three months time, in that isolated place (far from any other Muslims) was that really hard to stand firm on our religion.&nbsp; So, I hurried back to Kuwait ; to study more about Islam.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">What did I benefited in Islam?<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Islam made me understand the importance of wearing hijab and dressing Islamicly.&nbsp; Though at first, I feel uncomfortable doing it.&nbsp; As days passed by, I got use to it.&nbsp; I even wear Abaya (jilbab) by now.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Islam decreased my desire of putting make-up every time I go out, neither with my family nor with my friends.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Islam thought me how to safeguard myself and how to prevent evil actions (fitnah).<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Islam thought me the real meaning of sisterhood and brotherhood.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Islam made me more careful of my actions and thoughts.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<h2 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Final Thoughts<\/span><\/h2>\r\n<p class=\"w-body-text-1\" style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A believing woman wearing hijjab and Islamic clothes is a beautiful as an Angel.&nbsp; What you keep something secret for the sake of Allah (swt), increases its value.&nbsp; In other words&hellip; Keeping womans body secret, increases its charm in the eyes of a believing man.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">&nbsp;<\/p>","excerpt":"","terms":null,"visibility_roles":"","comment_status":1,"comment_count":0,"read_counter":12652,"lft":3521,"rght":3528,"promote":1,"sticky":0,"status":1,"publish_start":null,"publish_end":null,"created_at":"2014-09-06T23:35:00.000000Z","updated_at":"2026-07-27T16:21:32.000000Z","language_id":1,"user_id":7,"author_id":2475,"publisher_id":0,"category_id":10,"parent_id":null,"books":[],"fatawas":[],"videos":[],"audios":[],"author_name":"Jina Talang","category_name":"Why I became a Muslim!","category_slug":"Why-I-became-a-Muslim!","get_date":"2014-09-06","pdf_asset":"http:\/\/islamland.com\/uploads\/articles\/Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines.pdf","word_asset":"http:\/\/islamland.com\/uploads\/articles\/Jina Talang, Ex-Catholic, Philippines.docx"},"translations":[],"article_books":[],"article_fatawas":[],"article_videos":[],"article_audios":[],"url":"http:\/\/islamland.com\/eng\/api\/articles\/jina-talang-ex-catholic-philippines"}